Self-Talk Wednesday

I have many things to say but I cannot find the right phrase to start so I can let all the things i wanna say out of my system.

This blog has been sitting for so long already.  I’ve been renewing the domain, but still I did not find myself making a post, even at least once a month.

Some days, I wanted to blog, but I just do not have the jumping energy to start the first post.  Sometimes I am filled with excitement that I have tons of things to write, but suddenly in a moment, I lost the mental strength even to log in. Sad no?

Oh no! What is happening to me!??

At the moment, my desk is filled with multiple tasks –all have deadlines! The CSM tabulation, the stuff needing for the Anniversary activity kick-off, the details for the bench-marking trip — tickets, reportables and so on…My system is filled, but a small part of me wanted to sit in a nook and do crafts — I am not creative but I believe that my inner-self is one. lol!  I just need to let it out.

I wanted to join a meme.  But as of the moment I cannot find one.  I dunno my fellow mommy bloggers have one, I have been to their blogs in ages. So i grab several lines from the net.  These are getting-to-know-you-better questions.  I know many bloggers in the early days of blogging have done this.  I’ll not tag anyone but I like you to tag me if you are going to answer the same questions, so that I will be able to know your answer and know you better.

Remember, we do simple posts as this during our early days of blogging. I know 99% of your blogs are of certain niche now, but I still hope you can find a way where you can post your answer, but please not on FB.

  • What was your first job out of high school?
    • I think I worked full-time for 2 months as a baby sitter
  • What was your first pet?
    • A dog. We named her Leoparda.  She was given to us when she was still a wee pee. She stayed with us for many years and died when she was hit by a car. 🙁
  • Describe your first date.
    • I cannot remember details but I was a high school lass. It was not really a date because dating is a no no on campus. But surely it was with a boy. 
  • What was your first car?
    • Oh no! hmmm maybe an empty cardboard box. lol!

Being a WAHM…a wish

This is a wish am making this year.  The thought of many of my friends working at home also make me sigh a wish that hopefully one day, I will be brave enough to quit work and then be a full time worker from home.  The only thing that makes me scared is my tech skills which up to this time is still below average.  Being a WAFHM makes me unfocused in blogging hobbies.  As there are times when the fun of doing things is not fun anymore because I am already pressured to really visit people to create enough traffic.

There are many friends i know who are working comfortably inside the comforts of their home but they are bright ones and is earning 3-4 digits salary every month and that is in dollars.  I still can’t do that.  Except for the sheriff tasks and the direct offers to do some reviews like hgh so I can say this is an additional income of which it can help me make ends met as my main salary is not that big.

I still need to go into seminars and have a one on one tutorial then maybe after that i can decide.  For now, my status is still a WAFHM.

On Product Reviews

At times I am given a chance to review about a product after trying to use it.  It is seldom though because my blogging time is just an add on to my hobbies.  My blogging is just a personal thing to do – one of the things i love doing when i am not at work, or doing some other stuff.  So when offers like that comes in, i have to check on my schedule if it does not affect my working schedules, other important appointments including travels. So i appreciate doing a review that will give me an ample time to research about the product.  One time I was tasked to do a human growth hormone reviews. I think that was last year and now i need to review it again so that i will have something to write about the topic.

I just arrived last night from Zamboanga City so i will do some reading about the product tomorrow.  🙂  I still have some family and mommyhood related tasks to do.

Hiring My Sister

When there are lots of tasks to do i thought of helping my sister.  But i am just a small time blogger so i don’t earn that much.  I have a friend who asked me last night if I knew of any ghost writer.  I told her none but I introduced my sister.  Hopefully soon, she will give my sister trial tasks and i will be their middle person.  My sister writes in pen and paper and I will encode it in word and email the write-up to her.

Daily, there are thousands of blog that is being born.  Some are catchy and some are just plainly personal online journal. There are times when i have so much time that i browse for new blogs. But now time is so limited that i can’t stay long to read so i bookmark pages to come back for more readings. Same thing i do for glucomannan site. The site is very informative and I will really go back to read. 🙂

Sky Watch # 56

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A friend’s final home on earth – Cagayan de Oro Gardens.

It was a nice day yesterday — blue sky, whispy clouds and cool breeze, comforting us that our parted friend and loved one will be in a very comfortable place.

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More skywatch photos here.