In the past days I thought of making a blog leave. Just like vacation leave or maternity leave or even sick leave. Not because I want to but these past days my mind just get blank everytime I think i wanna blog.
Today I had a lot of free time to write or share my thoughts but my mind was very clogged up with gray clouds that I can’t write down even a bit of them so that it i can have a clear head. Though i have talked it out with some friends online but a friend at work told me that I really don’t look well, am so matamlay, my smiles are fake, my walks are dragged, she’s really wondering what’s into me. I just answered her >>>>haiii, it’s life in general. Am teary eyed with voice that almost to cry. Just then another person came into the office so that atmosphere was changed and I have to compose myself and be a working woman not a crying woman. LOL!
Around 4 pm, the electric power was off and it was raining. I have to get out of the dark office. I wished for my camera so that I could take photos but it was borrowed by an aunt who went up to mountain hometown for a meeting earlier today. So what i saw around that was worth taking picture for were just saved inside my mind.
And ohhhh I also thought of some people that made me happy, sad, angry, insecure, inspired, and strong.
Talking of the leave again? Hmmm i think i can’t do that. Blogging helped me in many ways this time.