Imagine i missed 2 weeks. hehehe. But anyway here it is –
on August 16 – What is your biggest fear in life?
Well, there are many motherly or relationship fears that i imagined as i grow up like:
- am scared to die with dimple unsettled yet in life.
- am scared if one day dimple comes home crying coz she is bullied in school about “her father” thing.
- am scared my son will hate me thoughout his life if he is being brainwashed i abandoned him for selfish reasons.
- mom dies in off moments or after long illness in the hospital or when am not there
- if my mother and father fight again and will just kill mom instantly because of heart attack.
- am afraid i could curse my father til his death bed.
and the most —>
- am scared if Jesus comes now because am so sure am not yet ready. See my above fears? It means i haven’t forgiven my father yet or i dunno if i can ever still. And if I don’t forgive all the people i hurt and hate, i can’t see Jesus.
I think for 2 months now i’ve been using Xoom services because I have some problems with my EON account. Although i’ve tried using for another two times my EON account and pay the usual 5 dollars but both transactions are failure. So i decided to use Xoom since instead. That was still $8.00 fee for Quick Cash which is just reasonable if you want to pick your money STAT (just like me) but for some who just want to withdraw their money from paypal anytime and does not need the money, you can use the lesser fee of $4.00 but takes 4-7 days wait.
I just made a new transaction today to pick my blog earnings, winning, and gift. $9.00 is too much but i just have to swallow my surprise and complain coz i need the money asap. I am going out later to pick it up.
So
Xoom your money if you need it at the soonest time. Check out their site and know for yourself how efficient they are inspite of the high service fee. That’s what others call: “kahit mahal basta sulit naman.”

I can really guarantee you that.
Oppss this is not a paid post.
There’s something new with Blogger blog. Though it’s not on the front page feature but it’s the admin thing and i find it simply easy to navigate. Before it was also ok but this one is more user friendly.
Well, i still hope in the soon future, they can simply the editing too. I like to see the edit option right at each page when ur logged in. And also for the comment option – i hope that would be worked up too. Am sure they will get that done, too.
By the way, here’s how the new Blogger blog dashboard looks like now:
I also thought of changing my theme soon. I think i have this current theme since March. Well, i think i’ve build up my blog list again so i now know that i should save that before changing my theme – then i will do some after some time or when i get the time.