I think it’s been awhile i haven’t let a tears fall freely. Falling like toxins flowing out of a newly opened bottle. Right now I feel so full. Full of pain inside heart and a thousand confusing thoughts clogged my brain. I went out to see a friend earlier to sort of wanna laugh with a friend but instead of laugh i ended up crying. Hot tears spilled out.

Just a minute back, i read this“The Meaning of Life” poem by David at Poem 2.0 which sort of lighten a bit my thoughts but yet didn’t prevent me from letting tears fall again.

Really, i have so much in my heart that can’t be talk out loud to anyone but God. Because I know even before I could speak out, God can already see what’s in there.

And here’s the poem –