Check out your birthday/love result HERE.

The result made me laugh. Really especially the second line. It sounds so desperate. Hehehehe because if am one, i wonder why until now I am still aone. hahahaha. Well, maybe if my love is just nearby, it could be the best arrangement. Don’t get me wrong “married” people. At times some bad marriage experience makes you want to really check or test the next relationship.

# of true loves? Imagine 3? Well, 2 has already gone and maybe am in for the 3rd one now. And lastly I disagree for that number of times my heart was broken. It was more than 1 because it was more than 2 or 3 times and even 6 times. LOL! Well, I guess I was just looking for love.

Being a graduate from 3 schools (primary, secondary, and tertiary) am only active in the secondary batch meetings and reunions. The last one we had was last Sunday. It’s the first time gathering for this year. Last year we were able to meet up 3 times with atteendees from as far as Davao City. It has always been mentioned that somehow they wish our MMA Batch 1990 will have their own website. But with lots of things to talk and laughed about, the matter was shoved off from thoughts. Last Sunday, it was brought up again. Some of the ladies mentioned of Virtual MVC but some want to really have their own identify – not being linked up with MVC because not all of us schooled at MVC. So it was decided that we should make one thru Friendster and I suggested I will make one thru blogspot or wordpress but make it one like everyone can log in anytime to post. That’s the initial plan but nothing permanent yet. Hehehehe

For now, I read about onlyalumni dot com. It is an alumni networking that can be conveniently accessed online. Hopefully I can meet up my batch soon and I will inform them about this find. Through only alumni dot com, one can blog, post pictures especially funny pictures to encourage the recollection of funny moments back college days. It is such an interesting site because our batch might consider getting involved in an annual alumni giving program, which will surely be a big help to finish the ongoing projects of our school. The school has so much need this time and what lacks are just the fundings. And through giving, am sure it is going to matter a lot.

Yaps. Had a sleepless night. I was up almost all night on the net but my mind was blank on what to write or post on my two main blogs. What I did was upload pictures in my friendster account (pics of the gathering the other day) and also blogged there. I posted a 1 day diary and that’s my latest entry at my friendster blog. While doing these things, I was also fervently hoping he would come by at least say a hi if he can’t stay long to talk about anything. But he never did. I went to bed with the same color and tears fell on my pillow.

He occupied my mind when I woke up this morning. I woke up with a heavy heart. I also cried in my sleep because I dreamed of my sister. I feel better now about my sister because we already talked just 30 minutes ago. She is fine. So only one thing left. It’s all about my love. I am hoping that all will be sort out ok today. Am really hoping because I can’t stand the hurt. And when am hurt my capacity to understand will be limitted and even gone at times. I then felt left out and alone and insecure. Being insecure is one thing in my life that I would not like to stay. Yaps, i have many instances i felt insecure or useless but when am not hurt or in pain, I can always think of the positive side and I feel better.

Well, as of this moment, am still thinking positive and writing this out makes me feel 1% better. Thanks for friends out there who offered to be listeners. Thanks for being there. But I would like to sort this out with him first before I can confer it with my family and friends. It’s not being secretive. It’s about trying to solve the problem alone muna.