That’s what am thinking as of this moment. I feel like crying. I’ve been wanting to talk to someone earlier but I can’t find one on my YM list or anyone real here that can truely understand what am feeling towards my blog. If I talked this with my guy I know he can console but I know he can’t truly feel real frustration I felt inside.

Just want to tell my blog friends that I can’t access my wordpress blog anymore. I really dunno what happened, but yesterday afternoon when I want to access it by logging in, it says: I gave a wrong password. What? So i tried again and again still the same result. I clicked on lost password – it replied an email giving me a new password with username and when I tried to do follow it, I end up in a new account. whattttttttttttttt???? Really, been quiet about this since yesterday afternoon as I was hoping things will be fine in the evening. Then last night, I just didn;t feel like blogging coz I wish to find solution but It seems it is beyond my control. My heart so heavy when I went to bed.

This morning I received a reply from the support group asking for my username and password – until now I am waiting for the reply but the waiting keeps me off my seat and my mind blank. I hope it canstill be resolved or else, it would not be easy for me to accept my Life is What We Make It blog gone.

I asked myself that question – should I give up because I just felt a big part of me is sort of gone forever and am mourning. Well if am reacting prematurely, at least, wordpress may know that I seriously want my wordpress blog back and functioning.

Talking a bit about this a friend now, I find myself crying. Ohhh my, Ijust got so attached with my wordpress blog. Am sure, if you are blogging and reading this post, I know you can understand how I feel.