The Need To Pray More

Christians are always admonished to live Godly life daily. The Bible speaks of how God living as a man on earth and was unhumanly treated but still become triumphant over sin.

For someone like me who has spent 15 years in an Adventist school and has grown up in an Adventist family – we are always reminded to do this. But now I realized that it is not easy to live a Godly life when you don’t have a personal conviction that you can overcome sin or temptations. I do pray — several times in one day but still i fall. It is so easy to talk ill of someone, it is so easy to kill someone even without the use of guns or swords — bt just by our tongue, we could kill many even our own family. So sad.

How can we live a Godly life when the following abounds in mass and so strong: selfishness, jealousy, hatred, theft, hunger, worldly treasures, drugs, sex, money, alcohol, gluttony. Not just all that — it seems in everything. When too you take too much of everything is already a sin.

Am sure, God has read my thoughts here and even before i have penned it down, He has read it in my mind. Somehow He will understand that am having a hard time shunning sin eventhough i prayed daily.

If i have prayed now i guess I need to pray more and earnestly.

PUSH

When everything seems to go wrong, just PUSH
When people don’t react the way you think they should, just PUSH
When your money looks funny and the bills are due, just PUSH
When people don’t understand you, just PUSH.


Let me tell you what it stand for:

P – PRAY
U- UNTIL
S – SOMETHING
H – HAPPENS

If your life is going just well and you have nothing to worry.
Just remember you are BLESSED
And you, too should continue to PUSH for even better blessings.

Smilin’ and Talkin’i is Better than Screamin

Everytime I saw or heard couples fighting, I get a bit affected. Not in a way that I wanna come into their middle, but i tried to reason things out inside my brain and if both does not act like what i thought they should do, I end up upset. Crazy Me.

Earlier I was watching the movie Last Kiss and it shows several couples falling apart. It is not a bad movie after all as it depicts relationships at all levels. One is 30 years old, one is 3, and another one just weeks probably – well, it is their life! But I hate screaming and nagging and hitting. How I wish couples could talk out with clear heads — no matter how painful the topic may be, it has to be talked out. In most cases, women wanted the truth, the whole truth but when the guy tells the truth, she freaks out and starts to hit him. There is the throwing of things, the barrage of bad words and name. (Sad picture)

Maybe i feel this way because I have grown up in an environment like this. My mother and father always fought when I was still a kid and i don’t know if they thought it could affect me or my other siblings. Everytime they fight, I ran up to the room and hide inside the locker because their noise is just too much for me. One time, it was good my dad went inside the bathroom and did not come out or else, my mom could eat him alive. hahaha! But later, when i had time to forget i was scared, I tried to listen to my mom what she was upset about and i feel it was nagging. It was a horrible way of nagging that I feel if a man gets fed-up the man could give her one hit on the face and she will quiet down. But my father didn’t hit her ever that way. Maybe it was because of my mom’s nagging, that I feel I hate to hear someone nagging.

I had been in to many relationships. I don’t thing I nag so much – but the thing with me is i cry. Cry so hard that i can’t talk and makes a guy ran away scared.